As preached by Sister Cecelia
Holy Wisdom Church
1 Peter 1:1-13, Acts
8:26-40, John 5:1-15
Have you ever wondered
what occupied the mind of the man who had been lying in one of the 5 porticoes
of the pool of Bethzatha? During all that time—nearly 40 years—he still kept
the hope of being cured of whatever illness he had. Perhaps he had memorized
some psalms and prayed them over and over while he lay there. When Jesus approached him and asked him if he
wanted to be healed, his answer, immediately, was YES. When Jesus spoke to him,
he did not hesitate to pick up his mat and start walking. When Jesus later revealed
his name, we might wonder why the man went immediately to the authorities. The
stringent Sabbath rules indicated that a person breaking them by carrying a
burden was to be stoned. The poor man evidently felt he had to explain his
behavior to the authorities to avoid death.
Whether this man was
praying the psalms or not, in our daily praying the psalms, I notice how often
we plead for help. At times, it can seem
that really sincere prayer comes only when we are dealing with really dire
conditions. When things go awry, we remember God and call for help. When all is
well, we are inclined to manage on our own and not even think about God. Often,
though, we do ask for God’s help when nothing extraordinary is threatening, and
we also offer praise and thanksgiving to God.
We abandon the illusion
of total self-sufficiency when we call for help and remember to pray. The relationship
between helper and helped is strengthened among us mere mortals when we call
for help. How much more is this true with our God.
The help given by God
comes in different forms. Sometimes it seems by chance, sometimes by the good
will of others. Sometimes God seems to inspire us to draw what is needed from
within ourselves. It may be by triggering memories that motivate us to apply
ourselves with greater determination. Sometimes it is sincere encouragement and
approval from others that boost our flagging energies. God can help us in many
ways to do what seems impossible. The effectiveness of such interventions is
our willingness to accept help, and this willingness is best indicated by
asking for help.
In this morning’s second
reading, Peter is telling the crowd that they are to love as God loves. To the
extent that we realize that living in accordance with this directive is a
challenge, we often find ourselves asking God for assistance in following this
path. This endeavor is inspired and prompted by God’s word, but it is beyond
our meager resources. So we pray—pray that God will enlighten and strengthen us
to do what God has commanded.
To have caught sight of the
reality of the spiritual world, even if only for a moment, makes what happens
in this world of space and time no longer the most absolute value. A profound
desire that has its object in something beyond the world of space and time is
not uncommon. All reality has an aura of mystery. We can perceive a portion of reality that impinges on our senses, but
not what is beyond our sight and hearing.
If our notion of religion or spirituality is
limited to its organizational aspect—beliefs, values, rituals, and social
structures—something is missing. Expressions of faith are important and
essential, but they are not everything. Desire to be more fully in the
transcendent reality of God is at the heart of all spirituality. We benefit by seeking a more explicit awareness of the
desire for God. Louder and more mundane ambitions can block out this
desire. The
patient long-suffering hope shown by the sick man by the pool of Bethzatha is a
lesson for us to not give up.
In our own experience, what started us
on the road of spiritual searching? We can bring that initial experience into
line with our present circumstances and give it a voice in our choices. Let this psalm be not only on our lips, but also of our
hearts.
“Lord let your hand be my help, for I have chosen your
precepts” (Psalm 119:173).
This endeavor is not only
a source of comfort; it contains also a note of challenge, demanding that we
abandon narrow fixed perspectives and routines and venture into new territory.
We praise God best by growing beyond narrow confines and allowing ourselves to
be constantly reformed by the ever-creative word of divine self-revelation.
Christ is Risen!