Homily by Sister Rebecca
We
read this morning a passage from St Luke’s Gospel: “And Behold a man in
Jerusalem whose name was Simeon...he was just and devout expecting the
consolation of Israel, the Holy Spirit was upon him: it was communicated to him
that he wouldn’t see death before he would see the Lord’s Christ.”
Note
that the Gospel begins with the word Behold.
The
word “behold” is found over 1000 times in scripture: it points to an immensely
important revelation: open your eyes, pay attention. It denotes Wonder, Awe, Surprise!
And
indeed, today’s feast of the Encounter is about the revelation of God, the one
true Light to the world. The word “revelation”
involves removing the veil from our eyes…to see what really IS beyond the
surface of things, to encounter the Divine Presence in our midst right now.
I
ran across a quote from Carl Jung that might speak to us about this seeing:
“What
a tragic delusion...theologians fail to see that it is not a matter of proving
the existence of light, but of blind people who do not know that their eyes
could see. It is high time we realized that it is pointless to praise the light
and preach it if nobody can see it. It is much more needful to teach people the
art of seeing.”
This
feast presents us with an opportunity to zero in on this art of seeing as
exemplified by Simeon and Anna. It invites us today to peer into the depths of seeing
the true Light offered to us as we celebrate the revelation of the Light of
Christ.
Simeon
and Anna both see this light: they have over many decades of their lives
nurtured the art of seeing. The scripture says this: that they have been
preparing for this moment. We heard that the Holy Spirit was upon Simeon and
that it had been revealed to Simeon that he would not see death before he had
seen the Lord’s Christ. He was able to see because of his devout vigilance, because
the Holy Spirit had unveiled to him that he would see the Lord’s Christ before
death. Anna too had been vigilant and watchful, like Simeon, preparing herself
to see and receive the Messiah.
This
ability to see—the art of seeing—doesn’t just come overnight. It must be
nurtured and practiced for a long time. This practice of seeing, called nepsis,
is about watchfulness, mindfulness. Without nepsis our spiritual lives wither,
grow weak.
This
practice is how we train ourselves to see what is before us without grasping, without
holding on to what is good or pushing away the good we do not feel like
accepting. This practice enables us to see things as they are now, and not as
we want them to be—as happens when we are caught up in fear of what life
presents us with.
Some
of us here are familiar with Olivier Clement’s masterpiece The Roots of
Christian Mysticism, in which he comments that people are leaving
Christianity for Eastern religions because they can no longer find in the
Church the very things that were at the heart of Christianity from the very
beginning. These things are still in the heart of the Church. It is just that
we have simply forgotten. We have forgotten the art of seeing, nepsis, being
awake, conscious of union and communion with God. We must teach this again to
all who want to learn the art of seeing.
In
our present culture our sense of loneliness has become very pervasive. And this
loneliness persists despite the abundance of social media, where many people
have hundreds of “friends” on Facebook. Where does loneliness arise? Might it
really be that people are estranged from their deep selves? That this yearning
is actually our spiritual instinct that is knocking on the door of our
heart? God—the Sacred Presence—is
striving to awaken us to see what really matters and fulfills us: our soul’s
innermost space, where we see our deep connection with one another and all of
life.
Thomas
Merton described the faith journey in this wonderful prayer, part of which is
given here:
My Lord God,
I have no idea where I am going.
I do not see the road ahead of me.
I cannot know for certain where it will end.
nor do I really know myself,
and the fact that I think I am following your will
does not mean that I am actually doing so.
But I believe that the desire to please you
does in fact please you.
A similar image comes from the writer E. L.
Doctorow: driving a car on a dark highway, during which the car’s headlights
show only part of the road, but by following the headlights, the driver will
reach the destination.
The
practice of mindfulness is “turning on the headlights.” As with Simeon and Anna
in their long spiritual journeys, this means stripping away the layers of skin
from our spiritual eyes of the heart—skins of fear, of self-centered desires
and actions, of being entangled in unconscious living as if we are on automatic
pilot.
The
narrow path of vigilance and mindfulness is offered and open to all of us. It
is a prerequisite to deep repentance, since it brings us to self-knowledge. This
is not a sad journey. On the contrary, it leads to a deep, gentle bliss of mind
and heart. It calls to mind the inner meaning of the first few verses of Psalm
119: “Full of blessedness, bliss, is the one who seeks the way of
wholeheartedness to God, who is watchful and vigilant in walking in the
presence of God.”
Simeon
and Anna show us today what can happen when watchfulness is practiced
consistently and with patience. Let us pray and trust in God’s gift to truly
see the revelation that Christ is present and will dawn in our hearts as
powerfully as the Second Coming of his kingdom.
NB: I would like to
express my gratitude to Fr. Antony Hughes, Fr. Ronald Rolheiser and a number of
others I cannot name for their inspirational thoughts.
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